Since its all about him ,
NO NO .
Its all the time about HIM ..
in Every seconds i breath ,
i must deal with the pain .
How must i survive in this cruel world ?
For like 2 years and a half ..
he didn;'t really appreciate the thing that i have done ..
i have enough already ..
Im tired..alwys,,
Everyday u torture me with girls .
Its all about girls girls and girls .
I have to end this but i wont .
Im scared if there is no one will want me more like you do .
But now it seems real that you also didn't care that much about me .
The decision that i will make will hurt myself too .
The thing is now i cannot really think maturally .
Hoping you'll changed everyday ..
Patient will all your doing ..
until now ..
i still cry and hoping .
Please change and stop on hurting me :'(