Lately im not feeling so well..plus that im so stress out coz of his behaviour..
its not like he cheating on me or what .. just that he didn't really care at all for what i have done to him or appreciate my things...
A few days back , he promise me to contct me for like EVERYDAY after i quit my job but he didn't keep his promises.im so like dying to know about him and waiting for his call every seconds passes but none of those things happens.
I really missed the old HIM .Yes he loves me very much and i know it .Every month he gave me his salary for our wedding-will-be.
Im scared to losing him.he is just to busy doing his works till forget about lil things and that's including myself.To him , all things are just small matter ..but he didn't really realize that he hurts me very much . Im just keep holding on it coz i love him but swear to god , im really in deeply hurt for being alone and just WAITING for his call .
#is there any good guys still out there ? im so curious ='(